Friday, October 16, 2009
First thing off the top of my head is that i cannnnnnn notttttttttttt continue living this life. This is getting miserable.
Second thing off my head is that WHY THE HELL am i getting this bloody flu or something like that. For the past 3 days my nose have been feeling like it's falling off.
Thirdly, i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired! If i was not on MC and there's training tmr, i think i would be totally dead by the end of tomorrow. I would probably sleep in school and hateeeee to pull myself out of school. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrsssssssssssss. I HATE SCHOOL! I can't imagine myself possibly getting my ass past the next 2 years man. TTHIS ISSS IMPOSSIBLE!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Home
Isn't it suppose to be a place where i reside to?
Isn't it suppose to be a place that i call home?
Isn't it a place that I'm comfortable with?
Isn't it a place where I'm comfortable to be myself?
Shouldn't it a place where I love going back to at the end of the day?
But WHY don't i feel this way?
All the rules and regulations. All the heated arguments.
ARGUMENTS
I know I misbehave. I make mistakes. I have room to grow. But through all the stressing for me to change...is it really worth it? I'm an ordinary person, I ain't no super human.
Maybe I'll live and learn?
Maybe I'll crash and burn?
Maybe I'll never find?
Maybe I won't survive?
Maybe I'll grow?
Maybe I'll never grow?
We never know.
What's the point than?
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Location:VIVO
2 days of school and i am freakishly bored with life. I am hoping for something in school that i can look forward to. Something that could give me the motivation to pull through. Problem based learning???????-boring much.
Well i am looking forward to my first lesson in Digital Media Arts. Looking forward to holding the sweeeeeetttt smoooth plastic feel of the DSLR. Lets see if i'll enjoy tomorrow.
First day of school was fine with a kinda bitchy/dramatic entrepreneur facilitator. Second day was brought alive by a super bubbly and positive Web and new media communications facilitator. Cool huh? I hope i wont get any Sally Sors as my facilitator. I'll eat more each day as a punishment so that i don't get facilitators like Sally Sor. :D
Well that's me. Ciaos.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
New semester coming up tomorrow and
i'm a
lil excited about being able to get started with the course. But on the other hand a
lil devastated by the fact that i won't be able to wake up late anymore for about another more than 2 months? i really
dont know how long this
sem is gonna be but its definitely at least 2 months. :(
And
im thinking about postponing the surgery unless the Sebaceous Cyst becomes infected again because it might never come back.
Sooooo im still thinking about it.............
dont really want to miss school.
Wish me luck for school anyway.
HAHAHA feeling
introversial again.
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Now playing:
The Show - Lenka (acoustic guitar cover)via FoxyTunes
Monday, September 14, 2009
As i was watching news, a once in a blue moon thing that i do. I heard about H1N1 and how they linked it to the economy.
Wouldn't it be a great movie if after Lehman's bankruptcy, many suffered an economy downfall and a top standard hospital is suffering real bad because the hospital invested heavily in the Lehman's shares.
They started mutating regular swine flu till it became H1N1. Then would start spreading this H1N1 so that there would be business flowing in. Its like a self created problem for the world thanks to the hospital's devious plan.
Sooooo FBI agents start getting tipped off or some regular Joe over heard the conversation and takes things into his own hands because his family member died of some bird flu or some sort of influenza flu.
Than all the spying and action.........and tada stopped the disease from spreading...HAHAHAHHA i know the fact is H1N1 really did spread but......hahahhahaha the perfect ending is that the disease don't spread. lol.
Friday, September 04, 2009
Just to let alllll of you know....my laptop is currently under servicing. So i won'y be online as often for a bit. Anyway, just felt like taking a few photos of my only hamser. *(I had a few and this is the only descendant)
Many of you haven't seen my hamster, so here it is. :D
Sunday, August 23, 2009
OH ok. haha SO there is something that i want to blog about.
Ryan Reynolds deadly wanted body! He has the perfect body that every guy wants and how did he do it. So i did some google-ing and found out that:
1)
He gain 20 pounds of muscles, but also reduced his body fat percentage from 11% to 3%.
2)As Reynold has to gain mass, instead of eating three big meals every day, he ate more than 6 smaller portion every 2 to 3 hours. By doing this, he was feeding his body with just enough food and not storing fat.
3)He ate much carbohydrates after his workout, but never after 8 PM
4)His diet consisted of:
DIET: I ate something pretty much every 2-3 hours, never "stuffing" myself, but never letting myself get hungry. Tons of water throughout the day... BREAKFAST: 1/2 cup egg whites and 2 eggs. Oatmeal - no sugar, a *protein bar 2-3 hours later. (the best oatmeal is this stuff called McCann's Steel Cut Oatmeal. It takes about a half hour to cook, but you just make enough to last a couple weeks. add apple sauce and cinnamon to improve the taste.)
LUNCH: chicken and veggies/brown rice. a *protein bar 2-3 hours later.
DINNER: fish or chicken with salad and vegetables. balsamic vinegar for dressing. couple more ** Optimum Whey Protein Shakes throughout the night and right before bed.
TYPICAL DIET:
Breakfast: 2 eggs, some "good" fat like a spoon of almond butter or slice of avocado, and 1 cup of oatmeal with applesauce
Midmorning snack: protein bar
Lunch: albacore tuna wrap or chicken and salad
Mid-afternoon snack: protein shake (whey and water), protein bar, or apple and almonds
Dinner: broiled fish or chicken, brown rice, vegetables, and salad
Evening Snack: protein shake
5)Work out!!!!
Workouts were about 2-3 hours. Generally starting off with sit-ups. Then heavy weights for muscle bulk. I'm a pretty scrawny guy so we cut cardio entirely and just focused on bulking up. Weight training involved a variety of exercises too numerous to mention at reps of about 8-12, for 6 days a week. After the first week I was longing for the sweet release of death, but soon enough got really into it.
I'd work one body part per day, as in: chest day, back day, shoulder day, leg day, with arms mixed in. Don't know what I was benching. I remember it wasn't anything to brag about.
"If you hate your workout, you're not going to do it," explains Reynolds.ABS - Lower abs are the hardest muscle to develop. Most males store their fat in the lower abdomen. The trainer had me using one of those exercise balls between my legs, lifting up and down, using my arms to anchor myself. I'd also put a 15 pound dumb-bell between my feet, and do leg raises while lying on the ground, also, any library will have an exercise book filled with illustrations of ab workouts.
Everything was from the website below. Go check it out. hahahahaha Amanda if you wanna look for more guys with Ryan Reynolds arms maybe you can go ahead to the link! HAHAHHAHAHAH xD
http://www.sixpacknow.com/ryan_reynolds_workout.html
