You left a mess in your mother's shoe. MF

2011-03-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

Ever felt like giving up the feeling because it makes everything normal but you dont want to because you like the feeling....

Free from a lie

2011-02-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

When my parents found out that i smoked and confronted me, i felt a sense of relief. Relief of a truth i've been keeping in. I wanted to smile, but i knew it was wrong. If the smile came out. It was a smile of relief. Now time to quit.......or at least pause.

2010-10-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

Soooooo. I'm bored and i want to pack my bed because my bed is always in a mess. So, here i am going to make a list of what is on my bed :)

1) Macbook red crystal casing.
2) OP file.
3) 2 bottles of Rosken Skin repair Dry Skin Cream. Only the best. :)
4) Nikon Battery charger.
5) Western Digital 1 TB Hard disk.
6) FBT short. Not the ones Ah-lians wear. This actually covers my knees.
7) 2 Energizer battery.
8) A pair of black socks.
9) 2 Beanies.
10) Food Republic pamphlet.
11) 1 Opened Cadbury Fruit & Nut Chocolate. 200g NET.
12) Crispy Chocolate Eraser.
13) Kitchen Roll. :)
14) 1 broken hairband.
15) Empty Fiji Natural Water.
16) Half empty Ice Mountain water bottle.
17) Fossil Wallet.
18) Fisherman's Friend. New and improved sugar free citrus twist Refreshing Citrus Twist Lozenges. :)
19) Ikea Catalog.
20) Ukulele.
21) 2 pieces of used kitchen roll from last night.
22) Heineken sticker. "Tuesday is now the worst day of the week."
23) Nikon Battery Cover.
24) Contact lens case.
25) Contact lens eye drop.
26) Army Cap.
27) 8 bracelets.
28) Toothbrush.
29) Adidas watch.
30) Dome Name tag.
31) Earpiece.
32) And of cos the usual, pillow, pj, bolster and 2 blankets.

Thats not a lot of stuff is it? ;)

2009-12-01T20:39:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAH. Updates.. on Sunflower-nator! HAHAHAH. such a stupid name. OK. SO Sunflower-nator's old leaves wilted and the new leaves grew!!!! Looking good except that the stem is toooooooooo long and flimsy. Im thinking of staking the plant. Hmmmmm should i?

2009-11-26T09:21:00.003+08:00

Well this sucks to know that such a person exist in RP. If one is able to do this and post it on Facebook, that person must be really jealous of the person that he's attacking.
If TRCC is to do this for you when you're the SI and people actually did what you did, are you gonna be happy. When you're a celebrity, people look at you a lot and you don't really have to respond. While doing this, why don't you try explaining what happened. This guy totally sound like a JERK when he did this and tagged a whole lot of friends in the photo on Facebook. Cut people some slack and it'll do you some good.

I am not a fan of Tabitha's and neither am i a fan of SI. Not my stuff. AI is so much better. But this is just badd to know that people think they are really smart and cool when they do such stuff and it irks me to know that this person has friends who supports what he does and also some of this people are my friends. Just because she is on SI doesn't mean that she should be friendly and all. people have their own rights to develop their own characteristics and stuff so maybe arrogance is something in her. What if she wasn't on SI, would this guy on Facebook have actually done something like that to her? He wouldn't even know that she existed. So pissed off at the society that i am in now. Acting a whole lot smart and all. Just a typical jealous human walking on the surface of the Earth hoping on finding trouble.

2009-11-22T18:59:00.004+08:00

hehe. Haven't been updating mah blog for a while now. Special updates......

1) One of the better class projects done is:

2) Bought 2 sunflowers and a cactus. I doubt they'll survive. One is for Shermin and the other one it looks dead. The cactus is for mahself.

2009-10-16T00:00:00.003+08:00

First thing off the top of my head is that i cannnnnnn notttttttttttt continue living this life. This is getting miserable.

Second thing off my head is that WHY THE HELL am i getting this bloody flu or something like that. For the past 3 days my nose have been feeling like it's falling off.

Thirdly, i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired! If i was not on MC and there's training tmr, i think i would be totally dead by the end of tomorrow. I would probably sleep in school and hateeeee to pull myself out of school. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrsssssssssssss. I HATE SCHOOL! I can't imagine myself possibly getting my ass past the next 2 years man. TTHIS ISSS IMPOSSIBLE!

2009-10-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

Home

Isn't it suppose to be a place where i reside to?
Isn't it suppose to be a place that i call home?
Isn't it a place that I'm comfortable with?
Isn't it a place where I'm comfortable to be myself?
Shouldn't it a place where I love going back to at the end of the day?
But WHY don't i feel this way?

All the rules and regulations. All the heated arguments.

ARGUMENTS

I know I misbehave. I make mistakes. I have room to grow. But through all the stressing for me to change...is it really worth it? I'm an ordinary person, I ain't no super human.

Maybe I'll live and learn?
Maybe I'll crash and burn?
Maybe I'll never find?
Maybe I won't survive?
Maybe I'll grow?
Maybe I'll never grow?
We never know.

What's the point than?

2009-10-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

Location:VIVO
2 days of school and i am freakishly bored with life. I am hoping for something in school that i can look forward to. Something that could give me the motivation to pull through. Problem based learning???????-boring much.

Well i am looking forward to my first lesson in Digital Media Arts. Looking forward to holding the sweeeeeetttt smoooth plastic feel of the DSLR. Lets see if i'll enjoy tomorrow.

First day of school was fine with a kinda bitchy/dramatic entrepreneur facilitator. Second day was brought alive by a super bubbly and positive Web and new media communications facilitator. Cool huh? I hope i wont get any Sally Sors as my facilitator. I'll eat more each day as a punishment so that i don't get facilitators like Sally Sor. :D

Well that's me. Ciaos.

2009-10-04T19:12:00.004+08:00

New semester coming up tomorrow and i'm a lil excited about being able to get started with the course. But on the other hand a lil devastated by the fact that i won't be able to wake up late anymore for about another more than 2 months? i really dont know how long this sem is gonna be but its definitely at least 2 months. :(

And im thinking about postponing the surgery unless the Sebaceous Cyst becomes infected again because it might never come back. Sooooo im still thinking about it............. dont really want to miss school.

Wish me luck for school anyway. HAHAHA feeling introversial again.

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Now playing: The Show - Lenka (acoustic guitar cover)
via FoxyTunes

2009-09-14T22:13:00.005+08:00

As i was watching news, a once in a blue moon thing that i do. I heard about H1N1 and how they linked it to the economy.

Wouldn't it be a great movie if after Lehman's bankruptcy, many suffered an economy downfall and a top standard hospital is suffering real bad because the hospital invested heavily in the Lehman's shares.

They started mutating regular swine flu till it became H1N1. Then would start spreading this H1N1 so that there would be business flowing in. Its like a self created problem for the world thanks to the hospital's devious plan.

Sooooo FBI agents start getting tipped off or some regular Joe over heard the conversation and takes things into his own hands because his family member died of some bird flu or some sort of influenza flu.

Than all the spying and action.........and tada stopped the disease from spreading...HAHAHAHHA i know the fact is H1N1 really did spread but......hahahhahaha the perfect ending is that the disease don't spread. lol.

2009-09-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

Just to let alllll of you know....my laptop is currently under servicing. So i won'y be online as often for a bit. Anyway, just felt like taking a few photos of my only hamser. *(I had a few and this is the only descendant)

Many of you haven't seen my hamster, so here it is. :D

2009-08-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

OH ok. haha SO there is something that i want to blog about.

Ryan Reynolds deadly wanted body! He has the perfect body that every guy wants and how did he do it. So i did some google-ing and found out that:

1) He gain 20 pounds of muscles, but also reduced his body fat percentage from 11% to 3%.

2)As Reynold has to gain mass, instead of eating three big meals every day, he ate more than 6 smaller portion every 2 to 3 hours. By doing this, he was feeding his body with just enough food and not storing fat.

3)He ate much carbohydrates after his workout, but never after 8 PM

4)His diet consisted of:

DIET: I ate something pretty much every 2-3 hours, never "stuffing" myself, but never letting myself get hungry. Tons of water throughout the day... BREAKFAST: 1/2 cup egg whites and 2 eggs. Oatmeal - no sugar, a *protein bar 2-3 hours later. (the best oatmeal is this stuff called McCann's Steel Cut Oatmeal. It takes about a half hour to cook, but you just make enough to last a couple weeks. add apple sauce and cinnamon to improve the taste.)

LUNCH: chicken and veggies/brown rice. a *protein bar 2-3 hours later.

DINNER: fish or chicken with salad and vegetables. balsamic vinegar for dressing. couple more ** Optimum Whey Protein Shakes throughout the night and right before bed.

TYPICAL DIET:

Breakfast: 2 eggs, some "good" fat like a spoon of almond butter or slice of avocado, and 1 cup of oatmeal with applesauce

Midmorning snack: protein bar

Lunch: albacore tuna wrap or chicken and salad

Mid-afternoon snack: protein shake (whey and water), protein bar, or apple and almonds

Dinner: broiled fish or chicken, brown rice, vegetables, and salad

Evening Snack: protein shake

5)Work out!!!!

Workouts were about 2-3 hours. Generally starting off with sit-ups. Then heavy weights for muscle bulk. I'm a pretty scrawny guy so we cut cardio entirely and just focused on bulking up. Weight training involved a variety of exercises too numerous to mention at reps of about 8-12, for 6 days a week. After the first week I was longing for the sweet release of death, but soon enough got really into it.

I'd work one body part per day, as in: chest day, back day, shoulder day, leg day, with arms mixed in. Don't know what I was benching. I remember it wasn't anything to brag about.

"If you hate your workout, you're not going to do it," explains Reynolds.

ABS - Lower abs are the hardest muscle to develop. Most males store their fat in the lower abdomen. The trainer had me using one of those exercise balls between my legs, lifting up and down, using my arms to anchor myself. I'd also put a 15 pound dumb-bell between my feet, and do leg raises while lying on the ground, also, any library will have an exercise book filled with illustrations of ab workouts.

Everything was from the website below. Go check it out. hahahahaha Amanda if you wanna look for more guys with Ryan Reynolds arms maybe you can go ahead to the link! HAHAHHAHAHAH xD

http://www.sixpacknow.com/ryan_reynolds_workout.html

2009-08-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmm Math is become enjoyable probably because i had Starbucks and myself to accompany my math-noob self. hehe. Well stumbled upon one of the old songs that i play on repeat.

The song signature below. Here are the lyrics to it. Read carefully, the lyrics are soooo very very very meaningful!

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in my wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue

Mood: High on caffeine.
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Now playing: Tyler Hilton and Bethany Joy Lenz - When The Stars Go Blue
via FoxyTunes

2009-08-19T03:32:00.003+08:00

With you with you with you with you.....lalalalalla
Been studying late last night and tonight. Right now, 3:33Am.......hmmm i guess i gotta do what i gotta do.

Studying for enterprise for the past 2 days and i'm almost done...i'm so glad that it's always open book tests for UTs! :D Well that makes UTs less dreadful.

Hmmmm back to studying. :D STUDY FOR UT people of RP!!!! same goes for the rest of the polys...study study study!

Mood: Geeky!
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Now playing: Ryan Cabrera - Exit To Exit
via FoxyTunes

2009-08-14T15:40:00.004+08:00

Been on MC for a week but ever since i was sick i couldn't stop sleeeping and sleeping....any suggestions guys??? i wanna stop sleeping but i just cant get enough sleeep. :(
Even after i feel like I've recovered from that bloody SOB influenza A, i feel like i haven't and the virus is still running inside me. :( and i wanna stop sleeping so frequently. :(

redbull? energy bar? oh man. :( not helping at alll! even coffeee isn't working for me. :(help????????

I WANT A MAGNUM CLASSIC!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WANNA BE TREATED LIKE ROYALTY!!!!! OMG OMG! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

ok bye i shall go read a book now and study later on. :(

3:48 PM

2009-08-14T00:49:00.004+08:00

WOOOOT!!!!! BLOGGER IS BACK!!!! OMFG OMFG! HAHAHAHHAHAH! OMFG IM SOOO HAPPY! HAHAHHAHA

ok naw. lats get bak ta tallkin nurmalli.

Wan viday-yo ta share with ya gais. :D

Ros es totallly head over heels fer the lead singer and mell likes to bassist i think.... hahahhaa Preemal thinks the lead is cute and alll. hahahahhahahahahhahaha girls.................. fer me... i love the song and the lyrics. :D

Lyrics for Into your arms - The maine
There was a new girl in town.
She had it all figured out. (Had it all figured out)
And I'll state something rash.
She had the most amazing....smile.
I bet you didn't expect that.
But she made me change my ways. (She made me change my ways)
With eyes like sunsets baby.
And legs that went on for days.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

She made her way to the bar.
I tried to talk to her.
But she seemed so far. (She seems so far)
Outta my league.
I had to find a way to get her next to me.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Oh she's slippin' away.
I always freeze when I'm thinking of words to say.
All the things she does.
Make it seem like love.
If it's just a game. (Just a game)
Then I like the way that we play.

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Mood: Amorous? hahahhahah
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Now playing: The Maine - Into Your Arms
via FoxyTunes

Kelly Clarkson Is 'Already Gone'

2009-08-08T03:32:00.002+08:00

This performance by Kelly Clarkson is truly beautiful! The moment she started singing in this video, i felt chills down my spine. Such an amazing artist she is!!! I just smiled to myself right in front of my freakin laptop!

CLICK LINK BELOW TO HEAR THE SONG! :D

Kelly Clarkson Is 'Already Gone'

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and the lyrics to the song. :D

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

2009-08-07T02:52:00.005+08:00

Mood: Thinking about the end of the world. *i really dont know what feeling this is! *Wide-silly-smile.
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Now playing: Kris Allen - Falling Slowly (American Idol Studio Version)
via FoxyTunes

Casey: I realised that if it's the end of the world, i wanna be with you.
Cappie: Cassie, Max is a great guy.
Casey: I know. That's what makes it so hard. I dont wanna hurt him.
Cappie: Than don't! Don't ruin things with Max because of some fleeting thoughts.
Casey: This isn't some fleeting thoughts. This is what i really feel. I finally have some clearity.
Cappie: You think its clearity but its not. It is a post-dramatic-stress reaction and it'll wear off. And you'll regret coming to see me tonight.
Casey: No i won't.
Cappie: you'll remember that i'm a childish, lazy, unreliable, unpredictable, unambitious frat guy who let you down before. That's why we didn't work.
Casey: You don't even wanna try?
Cappie: *sigh-

Its the end of the world Cappie, what are you gonna do?
Greek season 2 episode 22.

See its hard to break up with someone when that somebody gives you so much that you can't give back and you're stuck in confusion. Max gave up some university thing just to be studying with Casey. Casey really liked Max until he went off to England to do some kind of an attachment program. Casey realises that she isnt really over Cappie and here and there things happen and she realises eventually. Nice show. You guys should catch it. :D

http://www.surfthechannel.com/show/312.html

Replies:

Mell: :D well it was kinda coincidental that i watch my fav tv series and it kinda relates to what you told me about that guy. Read this post! :D

Jess: HAHAHA never mindddddd!~

Rosalin: HAHHAHAHAHAH OH MAN! GOTTA CHANGE MY SPOT! :(

2009-08-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm lately i have this urge to buy more clothing that i really want... How many years do i have left to wear all this stuff? lesss than... how about 10 years? by 28 i guess I'll be working and all so i would have to wear something that doesn't show 'me' in it.

I wanna wear coloured skinny jeans....i wanna wear some white stripy tee with jacket.....i wanna wear some classic looking shoes from Vans.......I wanna wear some kind of a leather jacket.......how many freaking years do i have left to do all that i wanna do???? There aren't many y'all/.

Another thing in mind....the weather is really killing me... and i really need a vacation! soon! somewhere anywhere, somewhere nobody knows me, somewhere i can do whatever i want, somewhere that i can hit the beach whenever i want.... tsk. this is so annoying.

blogger is really crapping up...

Replies:
Haziqsaid: hahah nope not quiting anymore~! gonna strive till the end!

Ros: hello! nice to meet you too! i think i know you from somewhere? ;) dejavu?

SHarlene: OMG i think im awake? some NPCC girl jsut woke me up! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

JEss: lol some bebe woke me up with the NPCC one? HAHAHHAAH

Mood: sleepy
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Now playing: Travis - Out In Space
via FoxyTunes

2009-07-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

Anybody knows what the hell is wrong with me? Been sleeping a lot lately, in class, on the train, on the bus, standing up, sitting down, on the bed, on the floor. on the sofa.....practically everywhere! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs maybe its a kind of stress disease? man. i really need to sleep! ciaos.

Mood: Sleepy
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Now playing: Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again
via FoxyTunes

2009-07-28T14:41:00.002+08:00

Mood: Bored with life!
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Now playing: Demi Lovato - Catch Me
via FoxyTunes

First time presenting in lecture room feels weird. Especially when you're unfamiliar to the content of your presentation.

A lot have been going through my mind.

1) I'm having very lil time for myself. I feel that i have a lot of time but its just not enough.

2)I dont feel like doing Dragon boat anymore. No team feeling. Feels strange to be spending so much time with strangers when we're all going no where together.

3) I need sleep! :( waking up at freaking 6.30 every morning and going home at about 4pm everyday is soooooooooooooo tiring! :( this is really sucking my energy away from me. :(

4) I HATE MATH AND PHYSICS! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs!

Replies:
Jess- HAHAHA than your comp suck!

Dennis: halo? i wanna try the game! LOL

Airah- THX THX! :D awwwwwww so sweet!

Mell: coolest ever! :D

2009-07-22T00:37:00.002+08:00

Mood: Elated
Song: Where are you now? - Honor Society

Such a beautiful morning view taken a few weeks ago from my house! Have any one watched Brother Bear? *(i bet you're thinking who hasn't ;D ) well this is what i felt, i felt that the spirits was watching over me by showing me this beautiful view to make my day! :D

So today was Mother's Chinese Birthday and she wanted to go to Malaysia for dinner so.... we went to Malaysia and..... yum! :D stingray......satay............cockles...............yada yada yada.....mmmm hmmmmm Sheng Ri Kuai Le Ma Ma.... HAHAHHAHAHAMelllllll............. i know you're really tired of alll these shit with your BF and i wasn't much help... i hope you see this...you're strong. Stronger than who you think you are. I know i've told you this a lot of times but just stay strong alright? :D Sorry for not replying your message, was in Malaysia. AND AND AND THX FOR THE PLUSHIES! REALLLY REALLLLLLY AWESOME! LOVE THE LION! :D

Replies:

Haziq- HAHAHAHAH yea still temp! lol havent had time to find new skin! :(

RYAN!HR-Linked!

AiRah- HEHE. :D thx thx :D

JESS/ BEBEZXZX- HAHAHHAHAHA screw you la! what my blog screwed! LOL.. ok its screwed cos you're using IE.

HAIPING!- Oi Oi! DONT COME HERE SPAM SPAM AH! if not i shall go to HAIPING'S BLOGGIE and spam! hehe xD

2009-07-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

Mood: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrs
Song: They dont really care about us- MJ (siti intro...so catchy!!!)

Well just got this temporary blogskin on and im quite pissed that the skin that i wanted isnt workin for me! :( bye gonna try figurin it out.

Replies:
Ros- sup sup :(

Jon- no more your face! humpf! :D

Ziq- haha organized but useless... organized nomore!.

2009-07-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

Mood: FUCKING HAPPY!
Song: Permanent-David Cook

Ok. So permanent isn't really the right song for the mood:fucking happy. lol. But it's currently playing and i love this song.

So I am fucking happpyyy//// BEcause MY FUCKING BLOG SKIN IS FINALLY FUCKING FIXED BY YOURS FUCKING TRUELY FUCKING 'MOI'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT xInfInity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe xD

So while i was having my e learning for the past week i figured that i should change my blogskin and i had a change for this organizer-look for my skin and found this current one after the organizer-look one. I PERSONALLY EDITED THIS AND DID SOME CODE READING AND WAS FINALLY SUCCESSFUL IN CHANGING THE SKIN TO MY LIKING!!! WOOT xInfInity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xInfInity again!!! HAHAHAHHA

Oh and currently Rp's count of H1N1 cases just hit 91 at 5.34PM on 2nd July 2009 officially on the RP website. ( http://myrp.rp.sg/sites/occ/h1n1/index.html ) :( i want school to close!~ so badly! im so sick and tired of PBL. ciaos talking about PBL just turns me off. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs.

one more thing! PLS MSN ME OR WHATSOEVER IF MY

TAGBOARD TAB WHICH IS THE RED TAB ON THE

RIGHTSIDE ISN'T WORKING FOR YA. THX!

THE EMAIL:WOLLYSHEEPGOAT@HOTMAIL.COM

2009-06-30T20:58:00.003+08:00

Mood: hungry
Song: Here we go again- Demi Lovato

Oh man!~ havent had a lot to blog about. But i wanna wish the july babies happy birthday right here right now. :D

WAIT WAIT WAIT. Lynette and KY the june babies first. Happy birthday.

Now. HAHAHA Happy birthday to Jameston and Shermin! :D

Been working on my blog's skin but this is not working well. So im gonna change it soon. :(
So come back to see what i've to do. :D

Replies:
Airah- HAHAHAHA a lil haywire la! LOL

Jie- HELLOS! :D

Ros- HAHAHHAA okok i'm gonna take that away soon. xD

Haziq- DEMI IS SO SUPER HAWT AND AMAZING RIGHT?!!!!! HAHAHAHHA

2009-06-19T23:51:00.004+08:00

This guy is soooo super awesome!!!! You HAVE to watch him!!!!!!!! I AM SERIOUS!

2009-06-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Mood: Motivated
Song: Fly with me

Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There are 2 things that I'm screaming for....

1) I have no computer to use because its now currently at the service centre servicing. No comp for leisure and no comp for school. Boohoo. Poor me.

2)The weather IS KILLING ME! i hate it! I was having my 2 hours nap and i freakin dreamed about bottles of coke with ICE in it! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! Imagine! Bottles of coke with ice in it! HOW AWESOME!

OHOHOH! Lately! There is these 3 songs! SO SO SO SO motivating!
*in no particular order

1) No boundaries-Kris Allen
2) Fly with me-Jonas Brothers
3) Turn Right- Jonas Brothers

In fact! 5 songs!
4) A little bit longer- Jonas Brothers
5) The time of my life -David Cook

Jo Bros might not have the strongest vocals or whatsoever but their songs are very motivating and to listen to it you may just find yourself living another day happily.

Replies!:
Mell- HAHA yea Mell is nice what! and im not a fan of Adam Lambert but he's cool. :D

Airah- i don't think they are cute but they are nice people except for the bitchiness! lol.

2009-06-12T00:24:00.005+08:00

Mood: restless [*body aches from DB]
Song: No boundaries-Kris Allen

So its been said that Adam Lambert, AmIdol runner-up us gay.
So what.......he's got a nice voice, nice attitude, funny guy. But the main point is that he can sing. That's what matter most yea?! YEA! hahahaha

So he came out of his 'closet' in an interview with the Rolling Stone magazine and hahahaha and these are hilarious! Just read it! It's funny!

And who did Adam have a crush on in the American Idol mansion? His fellow finalist and competition winner Kris Allen!

"I was like, 'Oh, s***, they put me with the cute guy,'" Lambert says about Kris. "Distracting!"

"He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type - except that he has a wife."

Replies:

Mell-Hey thx for being so protective!!!! :D

Amanda-Yea i get what you mean; the behave in such ways that is so unacceptable! We're not saints but i think that its like when you're wearing a uniform, you represent the school. So the same goes...when they wear some religious item...they should behave well. :D

Aishah- HAHAH i think that was why its my fav part! cos its so full of emotions!

Lily- LILY?

Airah-hahahhaaha see ya next week! so fast!

Jess- HEY XiiAo BeBEzzxz NiEzxz HaOzxzxz

2009-06-07T15:54:00.005+08:00

Mood: bored.
Song: crazier

Eh nothing much happened recently so i have nothing to blog about so I'm gonna reply to tags.

Replies:

Airah- :D haha that's just my opinion and i can see some Lily is objecting to what I'm saying.......although i didn't pin point at a certain religion.........but she just took up the blame for her religion by standing up against my post. I'll miss you. xD

Haziq- hahaha IDK i thought songkoks are only for going to mosques and new years?

Maisarah- HAHAHa if you like how i think, i like how you think! :P

Aishah- Yes hahahaha i made it! I watched that movie again and again.... the letter part, is my favourite part. :D

Lyn- hehe tyty I LOVE W45G!!!!!

Ling- hahah i know i suck but i know you like sucky friends. :D hahahahhaha

Lily- Ohhhhh I smellll retard......and its coming from you.
OK let me explain my post....i talked about all religions in my post, but i wasn't pin pointing at any. i just said that if you wear some religious item on you.....you should act appropriately like refraining from vulgarities, being polite (FYI- you can start with "please" and "think you") and etc etc....
OK so for example (this eg is classic).......so we accidentally threw a Frisbee at a Muslim woman (wearing a white tudong, white long sleeved dress) and she turned around and threw a list of vulgarities(Hokkien, English, Malay....) at us. So the main point is that if it was some ah beng or ah lian, we would think that it's normal. BUT IT WAS A MUSLIM WOMAN WEARING A WHITE TUDONG AND LOOKING REALLY CONSERVATIVE!!!!! SO WHY IS SHE CURSING?!!!! get it?
So from the way you talk.... i dont think you're a really religious person. (my apologies for my assumptions if you're wearing a cross or a tudong or a Buddha crest behind the screen right now). lol.

2009-05-27T23:49:00.004+08:00

mood: angry
song/video:

So.....I seriously wonder why Singaporeans wear holy stuff on themselves if they do not possess the right attitude or character. No offense or not being biased to any religion but people wear crosses, "Tudongs" and Buddha pendants and they are all vulgar and rough and rude and if i want to make a list i could do an extremely long one.

As one of my friend has said, when one who decides to wear a "tudong" and one who commits to wear a "tudong" permanently would mean that they are ready to commit. But from what i see, they are just being forced to do so.

In my opinion, doing good deeds is not to boot lick the god or to earn a place in heaven by currying god's favour. This person may show an outward sign and recognition of helpfulness but nah-uh, this person just wants a reward which is a place in heaven reserved for him/herself.

Seriously, doing good deeds should be from the heart and in the spirit and not from the mind. I think thus thats why i am a free thinker. I do good deeds but i do not look forward to any god reserving a place for me in heaven. I believe that these people needs help. Simple deeds like buying packets of tissues from the needy will do them a great favor. So why not? As simple as donating a dollar is a good deed from the heart and spirit. One should never think about going to heaven when doing good deeds. Never.

So why wear all those holy stuff and stay rude and vulgar and all. Wear it when you're ready not because you're asked to or you want to go to a fabulous place like heaven. Don't go round doing good deeds to impress girls or whatsoever. It's always a turn off to see such people around.

Replies:
Mell- xD

Anti-me- yohooo. hahaha so obvious. *knock knock- who's there. i know who's there. hahahahaha

Airah- HAHAHAHA

2009-05-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

(click image to enlarge) Letter from Mike O'Donnell to Scarlett O'Donnell from 17 AGAIN.

Replies:
Mell- No muscles la. hahahha xD

Lyn-hahaha no biggie what. further more i dont update so yea. hahaha

Aisha- Linked yoz.

2009-05-12T23:13:00.003+08:00

Mood: Accomplished
Song: You can-David Archuleta.

SOOOOOO today was Chemistry....the one subject that i am most afraid of ever becoming the problem statement....

But fear no more! W45G is here! WOOT! hehe.... they're the best...
Thx to-Adiyanah, Amanda, Youjie &Lyn. :D

Well speaking of chemistry. Reminds me of my lower secondary school life.. and than upper secondary school life..when my friends and i are always studying at the Long John Silver at Novena. Some good times. *Smiles at screen/-*

Old pals. Teach me math. Teach me science. Teach me all that i don't know. Although i already know what you're going to teach me, i still want to learn it all over again. I just hope that i could have savored every moment like as if it was some gourmet dish that i could have it only once in a life time.

Reminiscence is the word that will always be stuck with me.

TOMORROW DB-TIME! :D
MUSCLES ARE GROWING ON ME! IN IT TO WIN IT!
PERSEVERANCE.

Replies:

Amanda- teehee. xD send me that song and well dont be sad. You're young looking and sweet. soo fear not! :D *not to make you feel good. :D

Airah- hahaha no ggoood for me!!! :( lol but its ok I AM WHAT I AM! :D

HAziq- lol. mon, wed, and fri. and I AM GOING FOR DB tomorrow!!!! :D

2009-05-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all out there. Woke up real tired today. Well one thing that i wanna share is the guilt of skipping DB today! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

What happened to Now or Never, No pain no gain. What happened to, "i can do it!". What happened to...............................muscles grow on me and all that crap. ARGH!

So, so, so, so............

Well i shall persevere and tell myself all those stupid phrases again and again and lets just hope that i can persevere on and on and one day i'll make a man out of myself.

For fuckin' goodness sake....i'm fuckin' 18....and i don't even look like 16. lol. hehe well if i were girl.....i would be rather proud that i age slow...

Replies y'allll...---:

Jonathan-hehe idk just felt like doing it la. hahahahha

Rosalin- Yes i can do it!!!!! i can do it!!!! and i ain't no bear! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs./ hahaha

Haiping- HAHAHAHAHA german tech!!! cracks me up! LOL i'm imagining Hitler and Gustuv Stressemen dancing to german tech! hahahhahah!H!AHHA!

Amanda- Aite hons... linked and the poem.... the sunday may 9th... soooo nice. :D and i will try to add photos.... lol

2009-05-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

Mood:grumpy
Song:Now or never - HSM 3
Video:

Well these thoughts are actually from weeks ago. And some stuff that i feel like sharing......
First up Mary wasn't fucked and she gave birth to jesus, so maybe thats why she's called The Virgin Mary.
Secondly, Monica Cheng. Ask your Ah beng friends or somg hokkien dude.
Thirdly, there are so many 'I shouldn't'-s in life.... why live..... -_-
Forth, Mas Selamat had so many plots for Singapore before he was captured in Malaysia. So, have any wondered what rewards are there for him to do all these shit??? Money? Sex?(prob not), drugs? fame? Threatened by secrets of him that can't be told? Family being held captive.....or is it just plainly for religious reasons????
Lastly, found some fur in my mouth\....... didn't know where it came from butttt.......errrrr grosssss.s......s.s.s.s.

i dont need any rewards for whatever im doing....... >:(

Replies:

Aishah- hehe fine. :D

Sharlene- hahahha okok linked and i dont update much... :D boring life i've got...sooo yea.... hehe

Seahhui- hehe you wanna be my mojo? just like how your doma is to you???? hahahhahaha

Hai ping- hahahahha linked. :D

Airah- hahaha updated yo! :D

2009-05-03T03:55:00.002+08:00

Mood-sooothing.
Song of the day for me-The great escape by Boys like girls.

hmmmm here goes now and again...thoughts...

1)I'm not going to use the phrase, "i told you so!". Its a bad and annoying phrase.
2)Lyrics which i feel related to. "Sometimes in mixed emotions we fumble through and make the same mistake.".
3)Is school fuckin getting to me because i dreamed last night that i brought my laptop slipcase to school without my laptop in it. <<<<<<<<<<<<<< How fuckin dumb is that dream.....*points @ myself and laugh... hahahhahaha
4)If I'm in RI, will i be smarter and will my life still be the same? Will fate work that way? weird.

Replies:
Airah-hey hey hey! thx for the advies! hahahah. i guess you're right. :D & you're welcome about you eyes. hahaha

Maisarah-lol why give the money away when your family needs it?

preemal!-eh ok i'll do that for you. :D

2009-05-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

Global warming is getting from bad to worst. So you fucking boys and girls out there bettter do something about it. Stop treating yourselves like god or goddesses and keep turning the damn air-condition on. Will the damn nerds ever ever find out a way to counter global warming and sew up the fucking ozone layer............the weather is getting reall annoying these days.... argh

Well went shopping with parents today and walked paass the cologne department and realised that the new range of Raulph Lauren's fragrance for men is awesome. After talking about weight and doing a presentation on weight.....i wonder if it's really easier to gain weight than lose weight cos after eating a whole lot im still not gaining any....grrrrrrrrrrrrsssss......

Another question that i asked myself is that if i was a cancer patient in a family with financial difficulties would i rather go for treatment and give myself one or two years of life to live with my family or give them the money to live on with less worries and just let myself go in a few happy months with my family.....so its either we go through the tough one to two years or go through the easy half a year with my family....what is it? Whats the most sensible way? Whats the best way to enjoy the remaining days? What do you think? and why?

Replies:
Airah-hahahhaha sorry woman...
Ros-SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY..... :D

2009-05-01T00:51:00.004+08:00

Back to, "While thinking about friends, i think that there is something wrong some where and we are all oblivious about it."

Its getting really obvious pals. We have got to figure this out or it'll be too late.

When friends are forced to be apart from each other for whatever length of time, it will be a difficult period for all of them. They will be forced to go through their normal routines apart from each other. Each one may miss the qualities that the other contributed to the friendship. There is a saying that, "absence makes the heart grow fond". This may be an opportunity for each of them to realize how important each one is to the others life.. They will miss each other, and long for the time when they can be together again.

replies:
sharlene- yoz yoz yoz
Airah- thx man! love the advices. :D
ziqsaid- okok relinked
amalina.z- hey hey! linked you up! :D
melllls-hey black girl! sup sup yoz....~

2009-04-25T23:46:00.003+08:00

Walking around Harbourfront alone because my parents dropped me there early so i went for a walk and listened to my Ipod, ...Here I am-OST camp rock.
Shopping alone can really be boring.....went to get some subway cookies, in front of me now are two Indian man fighting to pay for the bill. While walking to the bus interchange to get into Sentosa, saw this Asian couple; probably Singaporeans. The girl was rubbing the guys nipple, the one on the right. Felt really disgusted with them. While feeling disgusted, the scene reminded me of house bunny.
On the bus, looking at the clear blue sky with the excruciating heat hitting on my skin and watching the cable car going back and forth from the tower to Sentosa. Had some subway cookies wondering what i would become when I'm 40....thinking about Facebook application quiz....am i really the perfect husband for my future wife and if i would really lose my virginity in a years time. Thinking about why Rosalin gave me sad faces on MSN last night and what happened to the agreement of meeting every once a week with my best pals. Typing all these down in my cell and suddenly i realised if all this really mattered to me? Are these thoughts really worth pondering. While picking up crumbs off my shirt and putting them into my mouth, i saw a night safari bus and wondered how the bus driver of the night safari bus that crashed into a SBS bus 56 along tekka mall felt when he crashed. Did his life really flash before his eyes?
While bringing up the ice, my Sri Lankan colleague asked me how many plates he should bring up. Why can't he estimate for himself? Am i suppose to ask him tell him the exact number to bring up? When the show "Songs of the sea" started i thought about my first day of work....i was awed by the lasers and the fireworks on my first day of work.
Suddenly thinking about my friends, i miss them. While waiting for customers, i was listening to Jason Mraz.
While thinking about friends, i wondered if Jameston played basketball/volleyball while having flu. While thinking about friends, i think that there is something wrong some where and we are all oblivious about it. While i walked around my workplace, i wondered if the guests entering the restaurant will walk straight in while the sign "Please wait to be seated" is right in front of them. Thinking if i had nine hundred thousands in my bank with 1% interest per year. Well here i am blogging about everything i thought about today and here i am saying goodbye.

Replies to tags-
Peixuan-hahahahahhaha thats what i think about my friends. LOL
Ling-I LOVE YOU SHERMIN. see...... maybe she so happy she kana heart attack
s-LOL
R-hahahahahha what only?
Airah-linked
Shar-hehe i think i wanna do a shampoo commercial just like Rain's lol.

2009-04-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MA FWENS!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE IN THE WORLD! MOST AWESOME KIDS EVER BORN! MOST AWESOME HUMAN EVER EXISTED! MOST FAMOUS PEOPLE EVER WALKING! MOST GL PEOPLE EVER STOOD BY MY SIDE! MOST KU KU NARTHAN PUTHU MAYAM AKU TAK TAHU PEOPLE I EVER KNOWN! WELLLL I SIMPLY LOVE THEM! CHEERS MA LOVELY PALS! XOXO!

2009-04-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

WHYEKEAT LOVED DINNER WITH STA_STALLION!! :D

Its really god damn fuckin cool that i actually made friends with people and we're all stuck together like glued together by freakin strong elephant glue! WOOT! Ain't that cool huh? HELL YEA! hahaha..

Orientation was really cool and kinda fun because i knew people around and the group that i was in was really really enthusiastic and hyper! YEA!!! THE PAGINAS... hehe well thats all fer today and yup... ciaos

2009-02-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

Went to watch "The curious case of Benjamin Button" with Jon and supposedly James too but oh wells dont wanna mention that why and than went home played with the kittens outside my house Pepper and Piper and fed them and yup thats it.

2009-02-19T01:17:00.002+08:00

Lost. Lost in many ways. I have no sense of fashion. I feel like a no lifer. I hate picking out clothing to wear. I feel so god damn tired. I have no aims in life. I have no idea what's going on around me. I feel like i am in a world, a very hazy one. I feel dazed. I don't know what I'm to do or what I'm suppose to do, I'm in a mess, i have no schedule, no aim. I feel like i am restricting myself to something out there that's waiting for me. I feeel so god damn restless right now. I am not quite sure why I am typing in short sentences but i feel that way. I NEED HELP! My emotions are flying all over the place. So that's it. Yup. :S

2009-02-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

Oh man! this is damn freakin cool! just stumbled upon it. hehe

2009-02-14T00:24:00.004+08:00

To begin this post, if the blog music is playing pause it and play this song.

Hey those in love out there, today is "THE" day of the year for y'all to celebrate love. Well too bad i'm not in love right now so oh wells i'll be doing my service to those by working in my restaurant, let it be the guy or the girl i would like to allow the one who initiated the dinner to give their loved ones "THE" night of the year. (other than their anniversary or birthday)

"MEANING OF LOVE"
As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.

So have a happy valentine's day and have a sweet sweet day.

2009-02-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

Major abrasions, minor lacerations and scabs will soon be forming. I fell down while chasing Shermin. Went to East coast park to skate with my pals. Jonathan and i was skating and the rest were riding bicycles and we went all the way to Changi to have dinner; Tze Char strikes again! ;D (*you know what i mean) hahhaa.
Well here are some pictures and a video. It is really interesting.....hmmm yup it is :D ENJOY :D

"what you should do when you're tired from skating"

2009-02-10T02:15:00.003+08:00

It feels like a heat wave or something just hit Singapore today. When i was at work today James and I felt super duper uber lethargic! There were no reasons for me to feel that tired but yea, i was. Walking the stairs is a total piece of cake for me when this so called "heat wave" weren't here but today whoa! i tell you-walking the stairs for me today was like walking a thousand miles with a 50kg bag up my ass! Even though i wanted to really put some effort into my work i wasn't fully able to until the sky was dark. I felt a hell lot better. I was like some monster or demons that works best under dark conditions. hahaha. Ahhh haha *pish posh-myths. So when the sky got darker i felt much better and i was working like *kebam *zoom *kapow!!! hahahaha welll that was just the exaggerated version but i was working normally and everything was still alright at last when the event which was a wedding started. Thats my day, how was yours? :D

2009-02-08T02:42:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, well this is one of my favorite drink other than the almighty Coca-cola! Ola~ i like how that sounds... haha Sounds cheesy. Well since nobody reads my blog i think I'll just be as lame as i want to :D Hmm Mr Milk tea above was made known to "moi" by Jameston and "moi" and Ju-nathan just fell deep deep in love with it. *Tu amo milk tea! Well next time if you're out with "moi" you guys can know what i really like-that is if anybody reads my blog. lol.

So I've been thinking about what i should be doing with my life right because i feel pointless and lost without schooling. Studying have been a routine for my for the past 11 to 13 years of my life depending on how i count it and i really miss schooling. How i wish i could have started school already. On the other hand mugging can really be a real pain in the ass. Well I'm confuse right now that if i really liked school or do i just miss my routine. Well than lets just make a list.

Pros:
1)Daily hide-away from parents and home.
2)Daily get together with mates.
3)Being with friends gives you a really good feeling.
4)Knowledge. I know i might sound geeky but studying allows me to know more about the world.
5)You know that in the total student body there are always more than a couple of people that you can relate to.

Cons:
1)Homework sucks! *Top of the list!
2)Having to wake up before the sun rises.
3)Exams
4)Having to leave school and live with only memories upon graduation. :(
*you know that there are more cons to going to school but I'd rather make it pros the majority. *winks;)

So oh wells whats left of this is memories. I still love schooling. Mr chew our ex-principal once said, "secondary school life is always the unforgettable one." and yes, i totally agree to that sentence to the largest extent there ever existed.

2009-02-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

Woke up about half past 3 to Jameston's message and not believing how late it was. I literally jumped out of bed, washed up and ran out of the house stumbling on shoes at my gate. hahaha. So work was really enjoyable today because all i had to do was just take care of 16 guests. They were Europeans and very very nice people compared to locals and Asians....most Asians cos some are nice. They are very polite and humorous people, always joking around and smiling and when they leave they would compliment your service and stuff. Oh and something interesting happened today.... While i was placing glasses on their table, i had to squeeze in between two guests and when i walked backwards to squeeze out of in between the two guests one of my glasses fell and broke. I was so god damn embarrassed but it was all made better when they clapped and cheered. I had no idea what was going on until one of them explained that seeing a glass break and sparkle is a good omen. Cool huh?! To Chinese they'll go like OMG but to these people....it's just positivity! So nice people are all around the world but it's just that westerners are mostly the nicer ones. So to me I'd rather believe the western superstition than the Chinese ones although I'm Chinese. So next time when a glass breaks around you just clap and cheer....it makes the person who breaks it feel so much better. :D

2009-02-05T23:49:00.009+08:00

Once again we visited the "Tze Char" stall again for dinner. It has been our craze lately to eat there, but oh wells the food is good anyway. Before dinner we watched Bride wars which was a really awesome movie. Talking about friendship and all blablabla if you wanna know more just click here and yup probably that's my day and i just finished a raid from WoW. hehe. It was really cool!!!! I finally had my first World of Warcraft raid! So congrats to me and im off to sleep now.

2009-02-05T01:35:00.005+08:00

Woot! Finally I've done something to my blog. Well i wanted to ask you guys to guess but anybody would know that I've changed my blog skin and this blog skin was edited by "MOI" because of some error in the template. (i didn't rip anything! xP )

For the past few weeks it has been rather hectic due to all the visits back to Peirce and to the various polytechnics around Singapore. I really regret not studying harder for my Mathematics and Combined Humanities. Those were the subjects that i could have done well in but I've let myself down by scoring a C5 due to complacency as said by Miss A.Wong. Well i did mug for my exams and stuff. I dare not say that i was all focused at the end of the race but i tried so hard to stay on track but slacking was like heroine to me.

As i took my results on the dreadful day, my heart was beating at the speed of light. Although I was sitting down in the hall i could feel the adrenaline rush right through my veins, preparing me for fight or flight but luckily i didn't chose either but to just wait solemnly for my results while under the mask of bubblyness shown on my face.

After recieving my pathetic results there was nothing that i could have done to make it any better but to find a solution for what I've done. So i analyzed the options that i was given and was rather delighted that i was given the options to go to many other courses including mass comm in NP, TP, SP, NYP and RP. So obviously i was oblivious about how powerful the position of the first choice is and typed in Mass comm for NP for my first choice. So by now you should have guessed that i wasn't only accepted into any of the old polytechnics and was admitted into RP the newest polytechnic with the highest cut off points. I scored freakin 18 (L1R2B2+CCA) and im in a 26 points course.

Well this blog is getting a little too long so im gonna cut it short and get to the point, which is the ending, which the ending is to my favour, which im glad to share. I have been to RP and the course that i am accepted into is rather fun and would be enjoyable. :D FINALLY the story ended. So Mr Loh Whye Keat S9107****B have been accepted into RP19, New Media.
If you would like to know more about the course, here is the link: http://www.rp.sg/courses/technologyarts/newmedia/index.asp
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2009-01-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I was all i wanna get my results the faster the better before and now dread going to take my results!!!!!!!!!!! I kknow that i am not gonna count on my F&N so im sure that i have a 5 points counted in already! Goodluck y'all! im freakin out and running around my house like a mad dog right now! ciaos!~

2009-01-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! This is the ever lazy guy blogging cos its like "THE" day of the year. LOL.

Kay. So this is new year and wishes from me to you! Happy new year!

This yea end i visited Hong Kong and it was boring but the fireworks in Hong Kong Disneyland made it all worth while. LOL.

OK than going on, i spend my new year's day working.

and thats all. hahaha im gonna play WoW now.

ciaos!

2008-10-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

Friends comes and go, all good things must come to an end. But our friendship, my friends will never end. For the past 5 years there were people that i hated but today at the end of 5 years, i hate nobody and all i will ever have now is the precious memory of my secondary school life. First of all i would like to thank in no ranking, Mrs Vijay, Ms A. Wong and Mrs Yau. Than i would like to thank all the teachers who stood with us despite the outrages behavior that we display. Last but not least my friends are those that i will never ever in my life forget. Although we'll be in different schools and doing different things in the future, we'll always know that each other exist in this world and we'll soon meet one day. Together we shall strive for the best. Everybody good luck for your Os.

2008-08-22T00:01:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh! It's the beginning of the end; the beginning of the nightmare and the beginning of the end of my awesome adventure. Every good thing comes to an end and this is the end of one. Tomorrow is the start of my preliminary exams and I'm not prepared at all! It's prac time! Imma do fine in bio but I'm not gonna do well in physics. Well i gotta go take a nice refreshing sleep and wake up for the exam that awaits me tomorrow.

Chazz(my new name given by Jonathan and siti),
ciaos.

P.S they too have new names, bug them for it. :D

2008-08-17T01:25:00.005+08:00

So today is the concert day or should i say in 1 hr plus ago was the concert day. It was phenomenon cos it was really really awesome! Firstly they actually got us to stand up and got the crowd going and after that it were up beat songs than they actually conveyed some Christian messages in the form of skits, songs and talks. The skit was rather touching and the songs were nice and the talks were soulful. Lastly goodbyes were always saddening. Here's one photo which captured a moment of my life.

NEXT
The question was posted to me again, the question that would make me chose one day. Firstly i do not know who to believe in or what religion to believe in because i haven't once come across a convincing reason for me to believe in. To me whoever we pray to are all the same, we'll have to believe in him(god) to get to heaven and repent to him and pay for out sins and we'll go to heaven. Every single religion that i have come across tells the same story about heaven and hell where hell is a horrible place where you burn. Till now i do not know who or what to believe in, but i do believe in god. I believe that one day i will find a true reason to believe in a certain way of looking at god, will it be from the Christian point of view or some other religion?

LASTLY
CTI- Courage, Tenacity, Insight.
These three term have given me the push to my studies because i have seen the true meaning of these terms. I will have the courage to face my difficulties in studies and have the tenacity to carry on and lastly to have the insight to help solve my problem. Not only can we use these terms in studies like me, but also in many situations in life. I will have the memory of today and also have these three terms stuck to the back of my head. So another happy day lived, ciaos.

here are two vids of cti singing.

2008-08-11T17:41:00.003+08:00

Talking about acid rain. Here's some dirty rain that totally added a extra load to my fecking housework load.
It's freaking dirty!

Well anyways last night while i was walking home i realised that the moon in the beautiful night sky was B E A UTIFUL!

2008-08-10T14:10:00.002+08:00

Feeling super random today and i'm gonna be. i went to friendster and facebook and randomly searched for ex-peirceans and added them and randomly looked for birthdays to wish. HAHA. ok im crappy!

2008-08-10T00:15:00.005+08:00

Welllll welll welll! Happy birthday to Singapore.
Every year I always watched the NDP (National day parade) on the television, but this year i went allllll the way to Marina to watch only the fireworks this time round. It was prettaye awesome and here are the photos and a short vid of the fireworks.

This is how jon look like when he was begging me to tell him a secret! LOL.

2008-08-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

Oki. Went to CWO with Ana, Jessie, Jon and Siti to meet CTI. HAHA. Mainly thats what we're into now. They are a bunch of prettaye awesome people, especially Jimmy and Jen. Jimmy was a real joker, funny guy. Jen was nicely cute. Robin was kinda fun but he was mainly occupied by entertaining girls instead of playing the games brought there.
Talking about games, we played a really fun game (shown in the second picture above) it was a game about building a city. After which there was a number of activities; games, covers of songs done by CTI, picture taking and best of all, JAPANESE PIZZAS.
So after the second performance by the CTI we took some photos like the first picture. After CTU went off to perform another concert some where, we took a photo with Joyce, who helped us know the CTI better. Than we went off.
Oh gosh, when i reached home i was dead tired. Took a nap and woke up for awhile than ate a little and now imma take off to lala land now cos im still tired. I know ima pig so. yeah.

*im too lazy to upload alll the photos and move them around.

2008-08-01T01:35:00.003+08:00

WWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOooooooooooooooooo! tomorrow it is the shity submission for fnn part b and im so god damn happy that this god damn fucking coursework is done and time for theory mugging!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE FNN!!!NO MORE FNN!!! NO MORE FNN!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahhahaha.

Ok well my day was alright and i totally forgot to blog about this band that came to peirce to perform! supercool luhs!

well they are called all american heroes and when they came to peirce they same some covers including qi dai ai a chinese song, hahahha. it was quite well done. *applause*-clap clap.

2008-07-30T20:35:00.002+08:00

ooooo laaa laaa! its been so long since i ever blogged! School days are boring and tiring! Whenever i reach home i drop dead on my bed and i still have nothing to blog about! except that blogger suck!

2008-07-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

i was surfing through youtube and i came across this video about this guy coming out of his closet about being gay and his parents was totally cool with it! and it was quite touching to watch this kinda video! its like he talks about his life and his mum's reaction and stuff like that and he is so much more passive than chris crocker! lol. here is it.

2008-07-24T19:45:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me???? i keep dreaming of my mum scolding me and i wake up every morning angry and frustrated. i think i need a psychiatrist! Man am i crazy or am i what? i wanna get out. just that getting out will take another 8 years.

feeling-(angry)

2008-06-29T01:02:00.003+08:00

Im dying under this roof of mine. I feel intimidated and "stupidyfied" by my dear mother. She just don't listen to whatever i say and the feeling isnt nice at all. She dont trust us and now im starting to get the odd feeling that she only cares about this house and her but not me, but i cant say that because she do care about me sometimes. I am confused. What the heck now. I am tired with this weird character of hers. Sometimes people says that the child will somehow subconsciously take after the parent's personality, but i do not want to be like her and i hope im not like her. I want to love my child next time and do all the lovey dovey stuff for my child but not be over-protective. I want to buy my kids birthday presents, christmas presents, children' day present or even new year's day present. I want to be there to watch my kid have their competition and collect their trophy and not want them to go home straight away if they do not want to. I want to be able to connect with my child and be like a friend to my child but not somebody of a superior status. I dont wanna be her, nothing like her at all.

2008-06-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

Oh finally. I'm done with my food and nutritions, but i'll still have to do a little editing for a piece of A1 job well done piece of work. Nowadays i've been studying with my friends a lot but my mum just wouldn't believe me. I have been staying up late to meet the deadline for my food and nutritions coursework but my mum just dont understand that i'm tired and i can't think straight especially because i just came back from school. I can't even put months in sequence and i'm also sure that i have got remedial tomorrow but when she ask i just shook my head and in a second i nodded and said yes i do have remedial. I told her that i'm tired and she said can't you not study one day and come home to sleep. I know that she is concerned about me but i just told her off by saying just let me handle my education myself which is a very selfish thing to say. I hate myself for saying that. Now i will have to get super good grades so that i am able to show that i can handle my own education. so ta ta for now, im gonna go off to rest.

2008-06-22T00:46:00.002+08:00

im lost with nothing much to say. hahahha. well what happened in the past few days is....went out for bbq....than crabbing.....than shopping....than studying....thats all.....im so bored right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

OK SCHEDULES, SCHEDULES, SCHEDULES.....

thur & fri.

mon and tues.

wed, thurs & fri.

2008-06-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

Firstly for today i kinda figured out that many of you would need to grab a look at the schedule so i scanned it on.
Secondly, since surfthechannel is a cock-up channel lately i've been surfing youtube and i've found this awesome singer!!!!!! here he is....

2008-06-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

2008-06-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

Today is such a boring, warm and humid day! Slept late last night and got woken up by my dad to go over to my aunt's house to change one of the broken plank from IKEA and i felt so super zombie for the whole day cos i'm just not feeling myself today. Actually i felt autistic today! wahahahah what the hell. I'm just so quiet and all i do is act like an introvert all day. While having dinner at Crystal Jade i was almost bored to tears when they were deciding on what to order and at this point of time i felt the most autistic, playing with my chopstick and playing with the menu and doing all sorts of nonsense to waste my time while waiting for everybody to start talking about life again instead of food which in my point of view is something we use to stay alive instead of living to eat like the rest of the adults around me. So i'm feeling autistic today. Yup.... ciaos.

2008-06-05T00:59:00.004+08:00

People commonly use terms like, "shallow" and "superficial", but do they really understand the true meaning behind it.
1)Well just because the person looks at girls or guys and start judging doesn't make them shallow or superficial.
2)Just because a person sees someone that look interesting and the person wants to know the cute girl or guy doesn't make them superficial.
3)Superficial or shallow means that the person only cares about the obvious and the apparent and not about what makes up the person. That's superficial.

This is to people who likes to use these terms

When you you use these terms you shall be reminded that first impression counts. You most probably won't go to some ugly stranger and say, "hey, i would like to know you." You would most probably go up to an attractive lady. By doing that do not show that you are superficial, but knowingly that the lady is a bitch, hoe, whore, slut and cheap and whatsoever, you still want to know her; that is superficial.

Well there is nothing much more that i can describe about these two words, you will have to look through daily examples before you know the true meaning of being shallow.

Thats all pals. AH.DI.OHS.CIAOS.TTFN.CYA.

2008-06-03T19:45:00.005+08:00

Had some fun with Limpy today! He's grown so huge already! He was like so tiny the day my friends and i pulled out 40 bucks to buy him. Now he is one charming lil dude! alrighty here is one of the pics of Limpy, too lazy to put all of it up.

2008-06-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

Okay. im acting so stupidly. The way people act is none of my problem. SORRY STRANGER'S BLOG. lol. I feel so guilty because the stranger did nothing to me except cam-whore like a total freako which have done nothing wrong to me. LOL. ok ok thats all im off to one tree hill-ling now. TTFN.

2008-06-03T01:42:00.003+08:00

Today i went to a person's blog and i was totally horrified by the way this person was so super duper self obsessed about herself! She dresses up and wears things that are not suppose to be worn at home just to cam-whore and do a collage! WTH! and also took photos of herself stick-posing! Totally horrifying poses that she does (especially the ones where she puffs up her cheeks and those that she puts the sticks onto her lips) which is the total opposite of how posing is suppose to be done. She's a girl and im sure she saw how MODELS pose in the magazines but what she does is so so so funny looking that i would call her a laughing stock. :D well thats it. ciaos.

2008-05-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

Supernatural season 4
is gonna lose a few hot stuff soon! Sad ah! There is this woman called Bela that's gonna leave Supernatural because Jared's and Jensen's fans do like them! All the fans wanna know is how these two guys go through the supernatural stuff, but with Bela and Ruby(another character) the story spices up! What the hell! These stupid fans don't like them! I'm so super angry! Fuck la!

2008-05-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

OH shit fuck shit man! I can't believe it!!!! argh fuck! Dean went to hell and the bullshit demon is not destroyed! I can't believe it Dean went to hell!!!!!! Argh argh argh! The last episode has such a great sense of suspense! Oh god dammit! I can't wait for season 4 of Supernatural to be out!

2008-05-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

My lil'cus bought me this dude from the movie Cars. Hahaha funky dude huh. He bought me this because i bought him one of the car from Cars last year. Well its kinda nice.

2008-05-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

Looking through through my photographs i just happen to pass by this picture; than i realized that i had ignored my ipod for a million and one years. Sorry my dear ipod. To think of it, i owe a lot to my ipod for being there for me where ever when ever. Through the days of sadness and happiness, the songs in my ipod will always accompany me through me day, what will i ever do without my ipod??? What will ever happen without music in our lives??? It'll just be black and white. No colors, no nothing. So people people, please do not take your ipod for granted for it is a wonderful gift in life. Don't live to regret.

2008-05-25T00:13:00.005+08:00

Oh gosh! Tonight was cultural concert and i wasn't suppose to be there but got dragged there by Jon and Siti because the deal was extremely attractive! Well I'm dead beat right now and guess what i had my dinner at the most unusual place of all; THE GAS STATION SOME WHERE IN SINGAPORE! We took bus 105 from NYJC and missed our stop so we just stopped some where after CJC at this gas station and bought something to eat, than we went to catch a cab home.

And one more thing! The computer is super attractive! I'm hooked on supernatural and blogsurfing! I have no mood to blog because I look and feel like a complete zombie now but on the other hand i gotta say all this stuff out to some thing, so here i am ranting about all this crap.

Ciaos, signing off.

2008-05-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

oh what the hell. Monday is gonna be Chinese O level already. Time flew like a bird this year; its the ending of May in a blink of an eye and now everybody will have to embrace themselves for this short bumpy trip.

2008-05-22T19:44:00.001+08:00

hahahhahahahahahah David Cook
won!!!!! muahahahahahhahahaha.

2008-05-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

Have anybody taken a look into the sky??? The moon is orange in colour. Kinda cool. Well anyways i went to Pizza hut with pals for lunch and it was rather fun. *winks. Broke a glass and mensus on chair hahaha fun fun fun! Ros!!!!why didn't you come! Can't wait to celebrate with ya.

2008-05-20T20:57:00.001+08:00

hell hound's lair
is a website i saw on Supernatural. Says to be true stories. awesome web.

2008-05-20T19:43:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh days in school are getting dreadfully boring. That bloody VJ got me into detention. Lets see, what are the odds in VJ coming to the class for a spot check if anybody is skipping the after recess assembly? probability 1/100! I was unlucky enough to get caught this time round. Than got into detention for fucking shit 3 hours; total bore. I was super tired because of the super fun day hangin with shermin and gang, i was crappy and cranky because i was tired so i didn't want to go to the hall, but just as the day gets "better" i got clocked in for 3 hours of detention! DAMN! !@#$% Ahhh whatever....watching supernatural still, ITS AWESOME! here you go... watch supernatural online

2008-05-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

I could see the shock on my auntie's face when i told them that i failed 3 subjects. That was quite a saddening scene, but they always did make me feel better. They said to work harder, well it's only the mid term. Can always work harder and play less. FONT BIG BIG. TUESDAY ONWARDS I'M GOING TO STUDY HARD AND STOP PLAYING LIKE A KID. GAME NO MORE AND WORK MORE MORE. HAHAHAHAH I SOUND RETARDED!

2008-05-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

Okay, alrighty. I have found something that would get my head outta the results....Woooohoooo! yeah man. I'm going on a Supernatural marathon! Wa hahhaha!!!!

2008-05-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

Oh god dammit. My results are shit man. I got a 56 for english, a 55 for science, a 65 for humanities, a 48 for math(wth?!?!), a 33 for food and nutritions and a 40 for chinese... exams are super demoralizing. i officially suck.

2008-05-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

I said to Jonathan," how long do you think i haven't touched Pokemon?"

Jonathan says,"hmm, i don't know. I haven't touched Pokemon since primary six i think."

Than i said,"i haven't touched Pokemon since primary four."

Than Kah Yi came and sat down and since he is a Pokemon fan i asked Kah Yi, "how long do you think i haven't touched Pokemon?"

Kay Yi said,"Since....8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 20?"

I said,"What the hell!?

"How old do you think i am?!?!" i said.

Kay Yi replied,"4 million years old!"

Than i said, "I am not Mrs Yau you know?!?!"

Kay Yi said,"she's 4 billion years old, she survived ice age!" We giggled.

Jon said,"she survived ice age twice!"

Kah Yi said,"ice age survived her!" We laughed really really hard.

Jon asked,"who else is older than Mrs Yau?"

Kah Yi replied,"Mrs Poh, she's from another planet. She was born before the earth was even formed!" Than he added,"Mrs Poh created ice age because she thinks than ice age has FINESSE!" We laughed even harder than before.

I said,"Than ice age couldn't survive Mrs Yau." We laughed a little about the previous joke and about Mrs Yau defeating ice age.

Some weird conversation! hahahhaha.

Anyways the chinese programmes on channel 8 had chinese people, but why aren't there any ang mohs on arena. They could do so much better. Haha.and the judge seems kinda gay!

2008-04-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

i don't know why, but i have a concept in my mind that plants are dominating the world. the world is made up of greenery all around up and how did they do that? Hahaha the answer by their very own air force, navy and army. Hahahah.

Anyways what is this world coming to? Not going out with the people you like but with the people you dislike?
I'm glad that I'm not one of them.
well maybe they are a little too lonely.

And i have found out the word that i hate most in this world currently and the word is,"bitch".
Well i hate this word because people just don't get the meaning of it and its not really a guyish kinda word(check out how Chris crocker uses it), in fact its the girliest word i have ever heard. Fuck would sound better than bitch anytime.

Well they'll just crash and burn i guess.

2008-04-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

Ahhh finally i'm sick! Finally i got an excuse to not go to school! Today was awesome! i got to take a breathe from school! School have been fureakin' tirin lately! So this break that i have today is what i need! just stayed at home do nothing and relax...hahahaha....but dear Angelia just have to ruin my day by telling me all the fun i missed!!!! ahhhH! bitch! just joking! ok well thats it gtg. Cheers people!

2008-04-09T19:36:00.002+08:00

Ham Chee.

2008-04-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

I was bored so i went on the net to look up on sea monkeys and found out how they manage to stop the eggs from hatching! This sea monkey eggs, they enter a process or something like that called cryptobiosis that stops all metabolic procedures. And they are like KAH YI! HAHAHAHAHA. They can be both asexual and sexual.... Anyways scientists says that when eggs are produced there are normally lesser males than females and females would stop reproducing when there are lesser males(i'm thinking this is how shops make money.) I'm on a look out for sea monkeys!!! So when you see one tell me! :D

2008-04-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

Today is so absolutely boring! CL test than EL test than Physics lesson and all.....ahhh super boring! Well anyways my SS teacher made a time-table for few of us to follow and i am determined to follow it well and get into the course i desire! :D So this post marks the start of mugging......

2008-04-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

Well goodbye than. i get the que.

2008-03-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

It's my last day at work today. Went to Sentosa early today to walk around to celebrate choon's and my last day at work with Fadz. Like a farewell outing. First we went to the underwater world than we went to the 4D shows and it was awesome. Than went to Imbiah TOS to grab out lunch and said farewell to Bjourn(if thats how i spell his name) cos he's the closest i am to in TOS Imbiah. Than we went to the Dolphin Lagoon. Than walked down Palawan and passed by 7-11 and decided to chill awhile in there with a good cold cup of big gulp! Than walked and walked and walked and saw this two lil puppies with their owner, they were so nice to let me have a photo with them. Than finally we reached Ami's and prepared for our last day at work. Well jsut gotta concentrate on my studies now and maybe, just maybe i'll be back at Ami's after Os.

2008-03-30T02:26:00.002+08:00

Well it's passed midnight and i consider today as my last day at at work in Ami's in sentosa. No more late suppers with my collgues and having fun at work till midnight with a free cab ride home. I'm gonna miss my collgues. I would like to thank them for helping me out when i asked them to help me out when i'm busy and also for bringing in fun, joy, laughter and happiness into my life throughout this short 5 months... :D thanks a lot.

2008-03-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

This blog is rather dieing.......Anyways yesterday went to sentosa early to walk around with fadz, ery and choonmin. Went up the merlion tower and took some pics which i will be getting soon. Than went to Imbiah TOS to visit and than went to images of singapore and took some crap photos( hahahahahhaha funny ones) Than went to play the luge which was super fun, although my cart was a shitty one. Than off to work. Kinda had a bad morning today, so super lazy lazy lazy.........but had to anyways. So went to school had some fucking shitty lessons and a lullaby lesson by mr shahari. HAHAHA lastly the best part of today is i took Limpy for a walk with Aish's Bit with Jon. hhaha it was super duper fun. Sad sad sad that the fucking guest whose family died early and did not have anybody to teach him/her some social etiquette. Stop insulting other people and take a look at yourself, some kinda shit you've turned into. Pathetic little boy/girl. -GUEST

2008-03-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

I'm so very dead! I failed my food and nutrition and i failed my Chinese. (the Chinese part is a norm. :D)

I am feeling very guilty today. My form teacher is always so irritable when she comes to class. She wasn't like that last year. SAD SAD. I don't think it's our fault that we don't wanna participate in the school's stupid games. We could have won it good if we participated, which bloody shit class will spend money to buy magic clean for the windows and some kinda fuck shit lemon floor cleaner and lemon air freshener????? 5A2! We could have won most punctual class too cos most of the teachers were bloody late for class! So whats the point in having the punctual class game when teacher's (the judge) are late?????? OF COS WE ARE THE EARLY ONE THAN!

Well that's class and now school. Term one passed quite fast for me. I remembered feeling so bored and feeling like time was passing so slowly, but when February came time passed so quickly and huala.....March came. Therefore I'll have to quit my job soon........suck la!!!!!!!!

Yups that's all for my life this year so far. So far so good, except for the fact that i failed my food and nutrition and Chinese......

2008-02-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh the poetry i've been looking for. Heard it over in the movie, "A Cinderella story."

Alfred, Lord Tennyson (1809-1892)
'Oh! that 'twere possible'

Oh! that 'twere possible,After long grief and pain,To find the arms of my true-loveRound me once again!When I was wont to meet herIn the silent woody placesOf the land that gave me birth,We stood tranced in long embraces,Mixt with kisses sweeter, sweeter,Than any thing on earth.A shadow flits before me —Not thou, but like to thee.Ah God! that it were possibleFor one short hour to seeThe souls we loved, that they might tell usWhat and where they be.It leads me forth at Evening,It lightly winds and stealsIn a cold white robe before me,When all my spirit reelsAt the shouts, the leagues of lights,And the roaring of the wheels.Half the night I waste in sighs,In a wakeful doze I sorrow. For the hand, the lips, the eyes —For the meeting of tomorrow,The delight of happy laughter,The delight of low replies.Do I hear the pleasant ditty,That I heard her chant of old?But I wake — my dream is fled.Without knowledge, without pity —In the shuddering dawn behold,By the curtains of my bed,That abiding phantom cold.Then I rise: the eave-drops fallAnd the yellow-vapours chokeThe great city sounding wide;The day comes — a dull red ball,Wrapt in drifts of lurid smoke,On the misty river-tide.Through the hubbub of the marketI steal, a wasted frame;It crosseth here, it crosseth there —Through all that crowd, confused and loud,The shadow still the same;And on my heavy eyelidsMy anguish hangs like shame.Alas for her that met me,That heard me softly call —Came glimmering through the laurelsAt the quiet even-fall,In the garden by the turretsOf the old Manorial Hall.Then the broad light glares and beats,And the sunk eye flits and fleets,And will not let me be.I loathe the squares and streets,And the faces that one meets,Hearts with no love for me;Always I long to creepTo some still cavern deep,And to weep, and weep and weepMy whole soul out to thee.Get thee hence, nor come again,Pass and cease to move about —Pass, thou death-like type of pain,Mix not memory with doubt.'Tis the blot upon the brainThat will show itself without.Would the happy Spirit descendIn the chamber or the streetAs she looks among the blest;Should I fear to greet my friend,Or to ask her, "Take me, sweet,To the region of thy rest."But she tarries in her place,And I paint the beauteous faceOf the maiden, that I lost,In my inner eyes again,Lest my heart be overborneBy the thing I hold in scorn,By a dull mechanic ghostAnd a juggle of the brain.I can shadow forth my brideAs I knew her fair and kind,As I wooed her for my wife;She is lovely by my sideIn the silence of my life —'Tis a phantom of the mind.'Tis a phantom fair and good;I can call it to my side,So to guard my life from ill,Though its ghastly sister glideAnd be moved around me stillWith the moving of the blood,That is moved not of the will.Let it pass, the dreary brow,Let the dismal face go by.Will it lead me to the grave?Then I lose it: it will fly:Can it overlast the nerves?Can it overlive the eye?But the other, like a star,Through the channel windeth farTill it fade and fail and die,To its Archetype that waits,Clad in light by golden gates —Clad in light the Spirit waitsTo embrace me in the sky.