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Im dying under this roof of mine. I feel intimidated and "stupidyfied" by my dear mother. She just don't listen to whatever i say and the feeling isnt nice at all. She dont trust us and now im starting to get the odd feeling that she only cares about this house and her but not me, but i cant say that because she do care about me sometimes. I am confused. What the heck now. I am tired with this weird character of hers. Sometimes people says that the child will somehow subconsciously take after the parent's personality, but i do not want to be like her and i hope im not like her. I want to love my child next time and do all the lovey dovey stuff for my child but not be over-protective. I want to buy my kids birthday presents, christmas presents, children' day present or even new year's day present. I want to be there to watch my kid have their competition and collect their trophy and not want them to go home straight away if they do not want to. I want to be able to connect with my child and be like a friend to my child but not somebody of a superior status. I dont wanna be her, nothing like her at all.
Oh finally. I'm done with my food and nutritions, but i'll still have to do a little editing for a piece of A1 job well done piece of work. Nowadays i've been studying with my friends a lot but my mum just wouldn't believe me. I have been staying up late to meet the deadline for my food and nutritions coursework but my mum just dont understand that i'm tired and i can't think straight especially because i just came back from school. I can't even put months in sequence and i'm also sure that i have got remedial tomorrow but when she ask i just shook my head and in a second i nodded and said yes i do have remedial. I told her that i'm tired and she said can't you not study one day and come home to sleep. I know that she is concerned about me but i just told her off by saying just let me handle my education myself which is a very selfish thing to say. I hate myself for saying that. Now i will have to get super good grades so that i am able to show that i can handle my own education. so ta ta for now, im gonna go off to rest.
im lost with nothing much to say. hahahha. well what happened in the past few days is....went out for bbq....than crabbing.....than shopping....than studying....thats all.....im so bored right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK SCHEDULES, SCHEDULES, SCHEDULES.....

thur & fri.


mon and tues.


wed, thurs & fri.

Firstly for today i kinda figured out that many of you would need to grab a look at the schedule so i scanned it on.
Secondly, since surfthechannel is a cock-up channel lately i've been surfing youtube and i've found this awesome singer!!!!!! here he is....



Today is such a boring, warm and humid day! Slept late last night and got woken up by my dad to go over to my aunt's house to change one of the broken plank from IKEA and i felt so super zombie for the whole day cos i'm just not feeling myself today. Actually i felt autistic today! wahahahah what the hell. I'm just so quiet and all i do is act like an introvert all day. While having dinner at Crystal Jade i was almost bored to tears when they were deciding on what to order and at this point of time i felt the most autistic, playing with my chopstick and playing with the menu and doing all sorts of nonsense to waste my time while waiting for everybody to start talking about life again instead of food which in my point of view is something we use to stay alive instead of living to eat like the rest of the adults around me. So i'm feeling autistic today. Yup.... ciaos.
People commonly use terms like, "shallow" and "superficial", but do they really understand the true meaning behind it.
1)Well just because the person looks at girls or guys and start judging doesn't make them shallow or superficial.
2)Just because a person sees someone that look interesting and the person wants to know the cute girl or guy doesn't make them superficial.
3)Superficial or shallow means that the person only cares about the obvious and the apparent and not about what makes up the person. That's superficial.

This is to people who likes to use these terms

When you you use these terms you shall be reminded that first impression counts. You most probably won't go to some ugly stranger and say, "hey, i would like to know you." You would most probably go up to an attractive lady. By doing that do not show that you are superficial, but knowingly that the lady is a bitch, hoe, whore, slut and cheap and whatsoever, you still want to know her; that is superficial.

Well there is nothing much more that i can describe about these two words, you will have to look through daily examples before you know the true meaning of being shallow.

Thats all pals. AH.DI.OHS.CIAOS.TTFN.CYA.



Had some fun with Limpy today! He's grown so huge already! He was like so tiny the day my friends and i pulled out 40 bucks to buy him. Now he is one charming lil dude! alrighty here is one of the pics of Limpy, too lazy to put all of it up.
Okay. im acting so stupidly. The way people act is none of my problem. SORRY STRANGER'S BLOG. lol. I feel so guilty because the stranger did nothing to me except cam-whore like a total freako which have done nothing wrong to me. LOL. ok ok thats all im off to one tree hill-ling now. TTFN.
Today i went to a person's blog and i was totally horrified by the way this person was so super duper self obsessed about herself! She dresses up and wears things that are not suppose to be worn at home just to cam-whore and do a collage! WTH! and also took photos of herself stick-posing! Totally horrifying poses that she does (especially the ones where she puffs up her cheeks and those that she puts the sticks onto her lips) which is the total opposite of how posing is suppose to be done. She's a girl and im sure she saw how MODELS pose in the magazines but what she does is so so so funny looking that i would call her a laughing stock. :D well thats it. ciaos.