Friday, October 16, 2009
First thing off the top of my head is that i cannnnnnn notttttttttttt continue living this life. This is getting miserable.
Second thing off my head is that WHY THE HELL am i getting this bloody flu or something like that. For the past 3 days my nose have been feeling like it's falling off.
Thirdly, i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired! If i was not on MC and there's training tmr, i think i would be totally dead by the end of tomorrow. I would probably sleep in school and hateeeee to pull myself out of school. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrsssssssssssss. I HATE SCHOOL! I can't imagine myself possibly getting my ass past the next 2 years man. TTHIS ISSS IMPOSSIBLE!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Home
Isn't it suppose to be a place where i reside to?
Isn't it suppose to be a place that i call home?
Isn't it a place that I'm comfortable with?
Isn't it a place where I'm comfortable to be myself?
Shouldn't it a place where I love going back to at the end of the day?
But WHY don't i feel this way?
All the rules and regulations. All the heated arguments.
ARGUMENTS
I know I misbehave. I make mistakes. I have room to grow. But through all the stressing for me to change...is it really worth it? I'm an ordinary person, I ain't no super human.
Maybe I'll live and learn?
Maybe I'll crash and burn?
Maybe I'll never find?
Maybe I won't survive?
Maybe I'll grow?
Maybe I'll never grow?
We never know.
What's the point than?
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Location:VIVO
2 days of school and i am freakishly bored with life. I am hoping for something in school that i can look forward to. Something that could give me the motivation to pull through. Problem based learning???????-boring much.
Well i am looking forward to my first lesson in Digital Media Arts. Looking forward to holding the sweeeeeetttt smoooth plastic feel of the DSLR. Lets see if i'll enjoy tomorrow.
First day of school was fine with a kinda bitchy/dramatic entrepreneur facilitator. Second day was brought alive by a super bubbly and positive Web and new media communications facilitator. Cool huh? I hope i wont get any Sally Sors as my facilitator. I'll eat more each day as a punishment so that i don't get facilitators like Sally Sor. :D
Well that's me. Ciaos.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
New semester coming up tomorrow and
i'm a
lil excited about being able to get started with the course. But on the other hand a
lil devastated by the fact that i won't be able to wake up late anymore for about another more than 2 months? i really
dont know how long this
sem is gonna be but its definitely at least 2 months. :(
And
im thinking about postponing the surgery unless the Sebaceous Cyst becomes infected again because it might never come back.
Sooooo im still thinking about it.............
dont really want to miss school.
Wish me luck for school anyway.
HAHAHA feeling
introversial again.
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